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bii .
we ntg chat everyday's .
why .. ??

because we together too long le .. ??

dunno ..
i feel so miss eu everyday's ..
feel wanna call eu everyday's ..

event i knw eu are ntg wanna say to me ..

i ols dunno ned talk wat to eu le ..

but , i cnt control too dont cal eu ..

i so miss eu ! i so love eu !

i so hope u cn everyday's with me ..

i everyday's cn hear eu talk beside me ..

i cn everyday's knw eu by my side ..
eu never leave me alone ..
pls , dont leave me alone ..
i ned eu !

yesterday i fall as slep went talk ph with eu ..

that time u so gan cheong da gei ..
i ols feel dont want to disturb eu ..
i will wait eu .. bii

i knw i cn . . pls dont giv me wait too long ..

i love you juen yean
♥♥

bii ♥

to my dearest bii : Coffe Zai

bii , i love eu so much ..

everyday i ols so miss eu ..

went eu cum bac ipoh , i really so happy ...

but went eu wanna go bac to kl .. i really ng sek dak eu !

feel so lonely after leave eu ..

i hope i can everyday ols see dou eu .. hug eu .. kiss eu ..

i miss eu so much bii !

INY , IWY , ILY , IMY ♥

i hope i love eu is no wrong d .. eu will ols same love hw much as i love you ~ bii

god，why eu wan take away she from us !

my mom say to me grandmom cnt le ..

she will leave after this few day ~!

why !!!!!

i wan find some1 to tel she/he ..

1st is coffe .. i really wannna tel he ..

but , i am argue with him .. i dunno wat should i do nw !

a accompany realy so hard .......

25-OCT-2010

WHY ??

today is 25 . is me and eu de aniversary .. so ???

i waste my half day for do a video for you .. i knw it nt so nice .. but i really use my all heart to do it ..

eu everyday on9 game on9 game on9 game ..

tonite make me feel agn on9 game is more important den me ..

i really hate this feel .. hu knw?? eu knw??

everytime eu on9 game tel me wait eu . ya i wait . i wait . wait xia wait xia 8month le ..

every month aniversary same .. just pass with nothing's or sad ..

Dear , i am tired le . i so tired in waiting . i no energy le .

i don't want like yr old gf , because eu on9 .. den break ..

just want a accompany went aniversary , just a day .. seen like never will come true de dream ..

can i slep , i am so tired .. never wakeup ..

i feel wanna stop chase eu le .. i just wait here , wait eu cum bac .. or go more far more far away ..

my energy no le .. chase ng dou le ..

dear , can eu turn to chase me ??

24 - OCT - 2010

Today went out with winnie , vivian , mun yee , orange , chanel , jin ...

Me , winnie and vivian is go for buy dinner de thing ..

So expensive lo .. Till me and vivian ols pokai jor TT ..

Hou Cham .. Orange and mun yee are 1st time meet in paktor mood ..

Sweet ols ^^'' ... hehehss ..

Nt too happy today lo .. i damn jelous ..

Today we see agn the ghost movie ..

I never try see ghost movie with he de lo ... TT

Today make me damn miss he .. see dou winnie and jin pair .. mun yee and orange pair .. and others parade de pair ..

Me yao wan pair ... TT ... DEAR !!

NIGHT :: Webcam with my honey , coffe ^^

Damn leng zai tim .. haha .. mayb too long no see he le .. damn miss him ..

I hope i cn hold his hand , hug he , kiss he , see he real ppl infront of me ..

I really 1 day + 1 day de love eu more .. miss eu more ..

I cnt no eu .. really cnt .. it's already too hard for me no eu in my life ..

Every thing i do in day .. i ols think dou eu .. aiz ..

Full of my brain ols eu lai de la ... cham le ..

You brain oni hav on9 game .. aiz .. i hope i cn be on9 .. den eu everyday will talk with me .. accompany me ..

This Just For Today .. ^^ Bye

22 - OCT - 2010

Today All My Friend Sure Nt In Mood ..

About Today Happen At Schol ..

I Just Luckly .. Dint Get Inside ..

But I Feel Sad To My Other Fren ...

All My Dear , Winnie , Mushroom , Chanel , Mei Kuan , Kit Man ..

And Some1 FUCKER '' Say Out '' ALL CHINESE GIRL HAV BRING '' ..

I Knw You Beh Song Us .. Eu Giv Techer Take Jor STill Wan Say Like That To Teacher ..

WTF Lah !

Exspecially Me .. Keep Say To Teacher That Me Hav Bring .. SO ???

Finally Cnt Get Wat You Wan !!!

Den Own Self Giv MOM Scold 99 . Cry 99 .

That's Wat You Do , Wat You Get ! ..

I Hope My Friends Will Get Bac Fast ..

Don't Be To Sad !!! I Support You All Forever ..

Muaxc .. Love You ! ♥

i dunno ..

stupid zhi ying !!

why eu alwys gam geh ..

eu dint feel fan de meh !!

but , i really miss him ..

i just hope we cannot meet but ols cn chat ..

like sms , fb , or msn .. anywhere ..

but , why seen hav some hard gam ..

sms - he dont like to sms .. so more oni reply me 2 or 3 words ..

fb - anything i hav tag or i post , he oni will reply some .. ols oni 2 or 3 words ..

msn - hav , nt long go for dota .. or busy working ..

i knw , i knw eu are busy about yr working .. but i ned more yr accompany .. i feel i am alone ..

i feel i love you more than eu love me ..

but , i know i nt enough understand eu ..

eu wan me hw to understand eu .. ??

1 day we chat hw many hours ?? i dunno ..

i feel oni few minit 's ..

we are watching the same sky ..

but , are nt thinking the same thing's ..

cn i know eu or und eu more ..

cn tel me , eu are wat kind of boy ??

hw i should treat eu .. ?? ,

i oni feel i am yr gf , and be a good gf for you ..

i love you so much .. no body cn replace .. this hu ols know ..

but , i dunno you .. do you really love as you say to me .. ??