god，why eu wan take away she from us !

my mom say to me grandmom cnt le ..

she will leave after this few day ~!

why !!!!!

i wan find some1 to tel she/he ..

1st is coffe .. i really wannna tel he ..

but , i am argue with him .. i dunno wat should i do nw !

a accompany realy so hard .......

25-OCT-2010

WHY ??

today is 25 . is me and eu de aniversary .. so ???

i waste my half day for do a video for you .. i knw it nt so nice .. but i really use my all heart to do it ..

eu everyday on9 game on9 game on9 game ..

tonite make me feel agn on9 game is more important den me ..

i really hate this feel .. hu knw?? eu knw??

everytime eu on9 game tel me wait eu . ya i wait . i wait . wait xia wait xia 8month le ..

every month aniversary same .. just pass with nothing's or sad ..

Dear , i am tired le . i so tired in waiting . i no energy le .

i don't want like yr old gf , because eu on9 .. den break ..

just want a accompany went aniversary , just a day .. seen like never will come true de dream ..

can i slep , i am so tired .. never wakeup ..

i feel wanna stop chase eu le .. i just wait here , wait eu cum bac .. or go more far more far away ..

my energy no le .. chase ng dou le ..

dear , can eu turn to chase me ??

24 - OCT - 2010

Today went out with winnie , vivian , mun yee , orange , chanel , jin ...

Me , winnie and vivian is go for buy dinner de thing ..

So expensive lo .. Till me and vivian ols pokai jor TT ..

Hou Cham .. Orange and mun yee are 1st time meet in paktor mood ..

Sweet ols ^^'' ... hehehss ..

Nt too happy today lo .. i damn jelous ..

Today we see agn the ghost movie ..

I never try see ghost movie with he de lo ... TT

Today make me damn miss he .. see dou winnie and jin pair .. mun yee and orange pair .. and others parade de pair ..

Me yao wan pair ... TT ... DEAR !!

NIGHT :: Webcam with my honey , coffe ^^

Damn leng zai tim .. haha .. mayb too long no see he le .. damn miss him ..

I hope i cn hold his hand , hug he , kiss he , see he real ppl infront of me ..

I really 1 day + 1 day de love eu more .. miss eu more ..

I cnt no eu .. really cnt .. it's already too hard for me no eu in my life ..

Every thing i do in day .. i ols think dou eu .. aiz ..

Full of my brain ols eu lai de la ... cham le ..

You brain oni hav on9 game .. aiz .. i hope i cn be on9 .. den eu everyday will talk with me .. accompany me ..

This Just For Today .. ^^ Bye

22 - OCT - 2010

Today All My Friend Sure Nt In Mood ..

About Today Happen At Schol ..

I Just Luckly .. Dint Get Inside ..

But I Feel Sad To My Other Fren ...

All My Dear , Winnie , Mushroom , Chanel , Mei Kuan , Kit Man ..

And Some1 FUCKER '' Say Out '' ALL CHINESE GIRL HAV BRING '' ..

I Knw You Beh Song Us .. Eu Giv Techer Take Jor STill Wan Say Like That To Teacher ..

WTF Lah !

Exspecially Me .. Keep Say To Teacher That Me Hav Bring .. SO ???

Finally Cnt Get Wat You Wan !!!

Den Own Self Giv MOM Scold 99 . Cry 99 .

That's Wat You Do , Wat You Get ! ..

I Hope My Friends Will Get Bac Fast ..

Don't Be To Sad !!! I Support You All Forever ..

Muaxc .. Love You ! ♥

i dunno ..

stupid zhi ying !!

why eu alwys gam geh ..

eu dint feel fan de meh !!

but , i really miss him ..

i just hope we cannot meet but ols cn chat ..

like sms , fb , or msn .. anywhere ..

but , why seen hav some hard gam ..

sms - he dont like to sms .. so more oni reply me 2 or 3 words ..

fb - anything i hav tag or i post , he oni will reply some .. ols oni 2 or 3 words ..

msn - hav , nt long go for dota .. or busy working ..

i knw , i knw eu are busy about yr working .. but i ned more yr accompany .. i feel i am alone ..

i feel i love you more than eu love me ..

but , i know i nt enough understand eu ..

eu wan me hw to understand eu .. ??

1 day we chat hw many hours ?? i dunno ..

i feel oni few minit 's ..

we are watching the same sky ..

but , are nt thinking the same thing's ..

cn i know eu or und eu more ..

cn tel me , eu are wat kind of boy ??

hw i should treat eu .. ?? ,

i oni feel i am yr gf , and be a good gf for you ..

i love you so much .. no body cn replace .. this hu ols know ..

but , i dunno you .. do you really love as you say to me .. ??

给你的信 ____ 老公

老公 ，给你的信。
我很爱你，你知道吗，但是我不是个好女朋友，我不知道如何可以让你开心，我想要你和我在一起的每一天都是开心的，充满了我们的回忆，虽然我们一起不久，可是对我来说是天长地久，我从last year就喜欢你了，你不知道。。我也没说我喜欢你，我真的以为你是有女朋友的，可是没想到没有~我很辛运今年二月和你见面了，我又喜欢上你了。没想到的是我可以和你在一起 ！！真的很开心。但是我没有想到我们可以在一起那么久，我还以为你和我一起一下就要分手。。可是我们快要8个月了，开心。半年过去了，我就一天比一天爱你，我真的很想你，很想很想！你睡觉，我就一个人，感觉到寂寞，一个人想起我们的开心回忆~真的很贵很贵，我永远都买不起那么贵的回忆~我李子盈说过我爱你陈俊贤到永远！我一定会做到！我不会离开你！就不会！我爱你亲我的感觉，我爱你抱我的感觉，所有你给我的，我永远都忘不了，你是上天给我的礼物~一份我爱的礼物~我很感谢你，给了‘’他‘’我~~~~ 我会好好的去爱你~！没什么感动，只是我心里很想说给你听~ ^^ _____ <3>