i hope i cn und wat i am feeling ...

i everyday ols dunno wat feeling i am ...

today is the last day for 2010 ..

2moro is the new day for 2011 ..

i hope all my love hav a best and nice day ..

exspecial u .. <3

i am wrong . .

25dec

this is the date i most like in every year ..

but , it will stop at this year ..

i hate it !!

i never had this kind of sad in my christmas and my aniversary !

i am wrong . sory coffe .

i really damn moody !



dear coffe , i really so sory about today wat happen

i am just a children , is i am really suitable for you ??

other den sory i dunno i cn say wat le .........

i hope happy everyday's ...

sory ... you are alwys in my heart went ever eu go ..


rave , kuku and ah kit : pls take care of coffe .. thx ..

Owl City - Christmas Song

i feel so borin in this christmas ..

all my plan for my christmas , i is gone ..

i hope santa clas cn make my dream come true .. !

this is my most love christmas song in 2010 ..

lyric for my song ..

special for my bii ..

full of meaning and wat i am thinking inside the song ..


Its Christmas
And we walk alone
Two strangers with no one to miss us
On our own
Out in the cold
Trudging onward
Braving a harsh winter storm
You and I met passing by
And now our spirits feel warm
I dont have anyone at home to talk to
And you dont have anything to do
So I'll spend my Christmas with you
I'll spend my Christmas with you

Its christmas
And we are in love
With the way that soft snowflakes kiss us
From far above
The blustery breeze
Trudging onward
Braving a harsh winter storm
You and I met passing by
And now our spirits feel warm

I believe that Jesus is the only way
And I celebrate Christmas because its his birthday
I dont have anyone at home to talk to
And you dont have anything to do
So I'll spend my Christmas with you...




ily . i hope i cn spend my christmas with eu ..

宝贝们.....

我今天不知道为什么没心情....

好像你们在....

很想念你们！！

=(

♥

我很没用咯.......
说要回ipoh回到现在还在kl......
sienz了咯.......
那个vivian又丢下我回了去....
我都不知道我要怎样回去....
coffe说21dec和他爸爸一起回....
我怕.... - -' 虽然我知道他不会吃了我拉...
可是还是怕的嘛.....
我还要弄我的头发....不知道有没有那个时间...aiz

今天我看到了我一个姐妹的blog有写关于我的东东...
我看了真的很感动.....
当我看的时候....很想哭
我知道他们是关心我，担心我....
可是没想到，他们真的很恨恨关心我，很想念我....
我爱你们....你们永远都是我的宝贝...

ʃθʌə ♥βiÏ♥

和‘’他‘’ 在一起の故事 ◤俊贤◢

今天是我最后一天在kl陪她.....

我真的好想他.....

过了今天....我们可能很久都没有的见面了....

我真的很''ng sek dak'' .....

今天，新闻... 有个22岁男的为了他在一起4个月的女朋友自杀....

真的太傻了... 可能他真的太爱他了吧...

可是也不一定要自杀....

明天早上我就要回ipoh了...

要plan plan跟姐妹们去玩....哈哈

可是我没钱... - -'' 问题来了....

掺了..............

之短时间在kl...

真的有开心，有寂寞，最开心的是....可以和他在一起....

他有双温温的手，温温的生体....

感觉到幸福就在我身边.....我爱你....

谢谢你给我的....

我会把他们放在我最爱的回忆里....

永远永远都不会忘....

你最近都很烦....我知道.....

有很多问题....你要换工的问题....

你有点不开心...问你，你一定说没什么...不用担心....

我真的帮不到什么忙...我不知道怎样安慰你，给你意见....

可是，你做的什么决定我都会默默的支持你！

你有在kl作还是在ipoh都没问题...你开心就好...

你换了工我们就不可以怎天都见了...你也会比较忙....

没关系啊..我回去learn忍耐....^^

你要多保重丫我的宝贝....我可不希望看到你又生病哦.....

我爱你.... ily ....

我今年陪你过了你18岁的生日....

我好开心><''

也是我第一次陪你过生日...

虽然我没有什么钱帮你过生日...

但我也买了礼物给你....

''钱包'' 我买了给你....

希望你喜欢.....

不是很美拉...

可是，很贵的哦...

哈哈哈...要好好的保护他....

不要弄烂啊....心痛的啊.....哈哈...


ʃθʌə ♥βiÏ♥

SORY ~

i think i make angry my fren le ..

2 of my dearest fren ..

i am so sory ..

hope eu 2 don't angry le ..

i knw i say many reason ..

but that really because all that i cnt go ..

i am so sory .. aiz ..

hope eu 2 later will nt angry me ...

find me , went eu are nt angry with me ..

i will wait eu 24hour's anytime ..

i love you !

agn !

really feel dun wan to take xxx ...

feel wanna hold ~~

but nt dare too hold ~~

还是算了吧~

他开心就好 =)

我爱你 ♥


今晚，宝贝

他陪我久了。

我怕他明天不醒。

那么我就要一个人！

我不要啦~~~~

♥

gonna go watch unstopabel ~

with mun yee ...

i really so hope coffe cn go with me too ...

so ng sek dak ...

sad ~

don't think too much zhi ying ..

hope every1 hav a happy day .. ♥

dec1

December 1 !

for all my lovely friend's.

stay happy and healthy.

sadness are pass for november.

new month new day's.

new memories we need to keep.

muacx. love you all.


LAST !

bii.i love you whole the day !

i dunno what should i say anymore .

i hope i can be the most important person in your life .

even i can win ''da gei'' in your life .

but , i think it was hard for you .

anyway , how not important me in your life ,

you olso need take care of your self .

went you are sick i feel ''sam tong'' to you .

you are important for me . even i know i am not just the one you want .

i love you , bii

i feel i am sick . i need you ,

This 2day's i feel i am sick ..

yesterday whole cnt slep ..

so sam fu . that time i so miss eu !

i hope eu cn by my side . .

today morning wakeup .

i never eat until nw .

bo mood eat .. i feel i gonna be god .. = =

i feel my self hav some fever ..

haiz .. so down this 2day's ..

wanna go R.I.P . LOL!

i really so miss eu bii ... can eu by my side went i ned you ?

MY 25.11.2010

My 25.11.2010

She just pass like that ..

Without nothing's ..

I so need you ..

9month's we pass ..

So fast ..

Happy Aniversary bii . our 9month's .

You are the most i love de boy in my life .

I never meet i boy that i so love .

NITE !

♥♥

bii .
we ntg chat everyday's .
why .. ??

because we together too long le .. ??

dunno ..
i feel so miss eu everyday's ..
feel wanna call eu everyday's ..

event i knw eu are ntg wanna say to me ..

i ols dunno ned talk wat to eu le ..

but , i cnt control too dont cal eu ..

i so miss eu ! i so love eu !

i so hope u cn everyday's with me ..

i everyday's cn hear eu talk beside me ..

i cn everyday's knw eu by my side ..
eu never leave me alone ..
pls , dont leave me alone ..
i ned eu !

yesterday i fall as slep went talk ph with eu ..

that time u so gan cheong da gei ..
i ols feel dont want to disturb eu ..
i will wait eu .. bii

i knw i cn . . pls dont giv me wait too long ..

i love you juen yean
♥♥

bii ♥

to my dearest bii : Coffe Zai

bii , i love eu so much ..

everyday i ols so miss eu ..

went eu cum bac ipoh , i really so happy ...

but went eu wanna go bac to kl .. i really ng sek dak eu !

feel so lonely after leave eu ..

i hope i can everyday ols see dou eu .. hug eu .. kiss eu ..

i miss eu so much bii !

INY , IWY , ILY , IMY ♥

i hope i love eu is no wrong d .. eu will ols same love hw much as i love you ~ bii

god，why eu wan take away she from us !

my mom say to me grandmom cnt le ..

she will leave after this few day ~!

why !!!!!

i wan find some1 to tel she/he ..

1st is coffe .. i really wannna tel he ..

but , i am argue with him .. i dunno wat should i do nw !

a accompany realy so hard .......

25-OCT-2010

WHY ??

today is 25 . is me and eu de aniversary .. so ???

i waste my half day for do a video for you .. i knw it nt so nice .. but i really use my all heart to do it ..

eu everyday on9 game on9 game on9 game ..

tonite make me feel agn on9 game is more important den me ..

i really hate this feel .. hu knw?? eu knw??

everytime eu on9 game tel me wait eu . ya i wait . i wait . wait xia wait xia 8month le ..

every month aniversary same .. just pass with nothing's or sad ..

Dear , i am tired le . i so tired in waiting . i no energy le .

i don't want like yr old gf , because eu on9 .. den break ..

just want a accompany went aniversary , just a day .. seen like never will come true de dream ..

can i slep , i am so tired .. never wakeup ..

i feel wanna stop chase eu le .. i just wait here , wait eu cum bac .. or go more far more far away ..

my energy no le .. chase ng dou le ..

dear , can eu turn to chase me ??

24 - OCT - 2010

Today went out with winnie , vivian , mun yee , orange , chanel , jin ...

Me , winnie and vivian is go for buy dinner de thing ..

So expensive lo .. Till me and vivian ols pokai jor TT ..

Hou Cham .. Orange and mun yee are 1st time meet in paktor mood ..

Sweet ols ^^'' ... hehehss ..

Nt too happy today lo .. i damn jelous ..

Today we see agn the ghost movie ..

I never try see ghost movie with he de lo ... TT

Today make me damn miss he .. see dou winnie and jin pair .. mun yee and orange pair .. and others parade de pair ..

Me yao wan pair ... TT ... DEAR !!

NIGHT :: Webcam with my honey , coffe ^^

Damn leng zai tim .. haha .. mayb too long no see he le .. damn miss him ..

I hope i cn hold his hand , hug he , kiss he , see he real ppl infront of me ..

I really 1 day + 1 day de love eu more .. miss eu more ..

I cnt no eu .. really cnt .. it's already too hard for me no eu in my life ..

Every thing i do in day .. i ols think dou eu .. aiz ..

Full of my brain ols eu lai de la ... cham le ..

You brain oni hav on9 game .. aiz .. i hope i cn be on9 .. den eu everyday will talk with me .. accompany me ..

This Just For Today .. ^^ Bye

22 - OCT - 2010

Today All My Friend Sure Nt In Mood ..

About Today Happen At Schol ..

I Just Luckly .. Dint Get Inside ..

But I Feel Sad To My Other Fren ...

All My Dear , Winnie , Mushroom , Chanel , Mei Kuan , Kit Man ..

And Some1 FUCKER '' Say Out '' ALL CHINESE GIRL HAV BRING '' ..

I Knw You Beh Song Us .. Eu Giv Techer Take Jor STill Wan Say Like That To Teacher ..

WTF Lah !

Exspecially Me .. Keep Say To Teacher That Me Hav Bring .. SO ???

Finally Cnt Get Wat You Wan !!!

Den Own Self Giv MOM Scold 99 . Cry 99 .

That's Wat You Do , Wat You Get ! ..

I Hope My Friends Will Get Bac Fast ..

Don't Be To Sad !!! I Support You All Forever ..

Muaxc .. Love You ! ♥

i dunno ..

stupid zhi ying !!

why eu alwys gam geh ..

eu dint feel fan de meh !!

but , i really miss him ..

i just hope we cannot meet but ols cn chat ..

like sms , fb , or msn .. anywhere ..

but , why seen hav some hard gam ..

sms - he dont like to sms .. so more oni reply me 2 or 3 words ..

fb - anything i hav tag or i post , he oni will reply some .. ols oni 2 or 3 words ..

msn - hav , nt long go for dota .. or busy working ..

i knw , i knw eu are busy about yr working .. but i ned more yr accompany .. i feel i am alone ..

i feel i love you more than eu love me ..

but , i know i nt enough understand eu ..

eu wan me hw to understand eu .. ??

1 day we chat hw many hours ?? i dunno ..

i feel oni few minit 's ..

we are watching the same sky ..

but , are nt thinking the same thing's ..

cn i know eu or und eu more ..

cn tel me , eu are wat kind of boy ??

hw i should treat eu .. ?? ,

i oni feel i am yr gf , and be a good gf for you ..

i love you so much .. no body cn replace .. this hu ols know ..

but , i dunno you .. do you really love as you say to me .. ??

给你的信 ____ 老公

老公 ，给你的信。
我很爱你，你知道吗，但是我不是个好女朋友，我不知道如何可以让你开心，我想要你和我在一起的每一天都是开心的，充满了我们的回忆，虽然我们一起不久，可是对我来说是天长地久，我从last year就喜欢你了，你不知道。。我也没说我喜欢你，我真的以为你是有女朋友的，可是没想到没有~我很辛运今年二月和你见面了，我又喜欢上你了。没想到的是我可以和你在一起 ！！真的很开心。但是我没有想到我们可以在一起那么久，我还以为你和我一起一下就要分手。。可是我们快要8个月了，开心。半年过去了，我就一天比一天爱你，我真的很想你，很想很想！你睡觉，我就一个人，感觉到寂寞，一个人想起我们的开心回忆~真的很贵很贵，我永远都买不起那么贵的回忆~我李子盈说过我爱你陈俊贤到永远！我一定会做到！我不会离开你！就不会！我爱你亲我的感觉，我爱你抱我的感觉，所有你给我的，我永远都忘不了，你是上天给我的礼物~一份我爱的礼物~我很感谢你，给了‘’他‘’我~~~~ 我会好好的去爱你~！没什么感动，只是我心里很想说给你听~ ^^ _____ <3>

I love you ~

hehehss...

Let me introduce my new best to u all :D


Name cal yee rou .. i love cal she as rourou .. ahhahass..


She was a beautiful girl ! ILOVEIT :D



Olso a amazing girl ! ^^


Alwys happy n xin fu ya .. my rourou ..


Muackss...ILY <3>

My Love ~

I love you ~

hehhe...
dear, i love eu so much ~~ ~~~ ^^
we so fast jao 5month le ...
heheheh...hope cn forever ! !
i miss eu so much !
half of the years are cum !!
fast wanna half year .. so gud ..
heheh...
dunno why damn love eu neh ~ how how how ??
><'' muacksss !

-Bad Dream-

Haizzz.....
Yesterday cnt slep well...
Don't know why..
And hav a bad dream yesterday..
Til today morning late wakeup jor...giv mom scold liao..
I cnt rmb bac wat dream..but i know it was bad..
Til i cry at the dream..damn hate it..LOL
Today exam biology paper 2,3
Duno how say -.-'' all class olso duno do..stupid teacher..!
Went i fall in slep at biology paper 2 ..
The bad dream hav come bac again..
Dream about alone..-.-'' HATE IT ..
Hope tonite can fall in slep wit a good dream..

Went exam biology 3 funny thing are happen...
Me,Kit man,Fatika,Diyana,De'q lik meniru ni..haha
Duno how t do..but sure is easy den paper 2..
Paper 3 write A Report For Experiment...
Hard ols..But MOre easy den structure..! ^^

When You're Gone -COFFE-

我爱你！
Yesterday我们真么了？
突然，变到那样。
我不想。真得很辛苦。
我不喜欢那种感觉
不要再来了~
你打给我，说了很Many。
宣都是你的感觉~我想回答你。
可是，就是说不到。你说的每一句我都有回答你。
我在心回答你了。
很累得一晚，睡了一下下而已。
都睡不到~
我很怕~真得很怕~
很怕你叫我离开你。叫我去找Other。
你说你给不到我辛福。你真么知道我不辛福。？
我很辛福当和你在一起~我很开心~
不要离开我。可以吗？
我爱你~你说过你不会离开我的。
我相信你一定可以做到！

今天。。。早
和你SMS了一下~
你就没回我了~
我很想打给你。但我电话没钱~
我不知道要真‘洋好~
我ON9看看你有没有ON9。
我看到你MSN有开~
我就MSN你。你也没回我就OFF9了。
真的很没心情今天~有人陪陪我好吗。
你因该睡了。我就等吧~
等不到我不知道我会真洋~


艾薇儿-When You＇re Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
I keep forever
I know we were
Oh oh oh oh oh

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

给：欣。知道你会不喜欢看到的拉~你可以不用去看

Dont Fight is so hard??
Y must fight??

算了吧~
Vivian才是你的好姐妹。
我算什么??
我什么都没有为你想吗？？
你要什么要帮忙，我不算第1也算第2去帮你的吧。
我不开心的time你在那里？？
你有想过安慰我吗？
当你不开心，我因该也有安慰下你吧。
要没有想过我为你也做了不小东西~
我姐常说我，你真的是很傻。看就知道他是利用你的拉。还要那么笨的去给他用。
我想还好吧~也不会拉。姐妹吗帮忙下也是的阿。我没关系的
我想你也不会对我不好啊~很好啊~很开心跟你在一起。
不想没有你只个朋友~
但，我对你那么好真会有用吗？？
我真得很珍惜你当我的姐妹。。
你要好好地去珍惜我吗？？
每当你骂我爱的人，我的朋友还是谁。。
你有没有想过我呢？
你真地认为你说得很对吗？？回我来想谁骂谁也不是对的。
我不会去帮任何一方~
我真得很累了。。。。。。。。
我不知道！！不知道要如何。。
我累了拉欣。。可以换你来对我好一点点了吗？？
一点点就够了。。


感受：：
我写只个的寺后。。
也会哭。。
是为什么???
真洋说我也是人。。
我也会累。。
vivian你也很好。我很爱你。我们做了姐妹9年了。。
你真得知道我很many东西~没关系。。
我都说你听~~你也安慰我了。。谢谢你~

哈哈哈。。

傻了今天。。
今天早上不是那么的开心~
可是现在还好拉。
没什么了~


我一生只有一个希望，
希望我身边的人都开开心心。。
他们的痛苦倒给我也没关系~
他们开心就好了！！

我爱你~

♥ 我爱你 ♥ 咖啡宝贝 ♥
那天的25号是我们的第2个月在一起。
我真得很开心当和你在一起。
可是也有伤心的TIME。
可是也不会说XX那两个字。
是因为，都知道是因为·太爱·对方了。
才会伤心，流泪的一面。
我希望，我们可以很辛福，开心的下去。
我自要我们记的，我开心的记忆。
去忘掉不开心的记忆。
自要由·对方·的一天，都是很·辛福·的！！

我爱她

我爱你❤老公❤COFFE
我爱昵到永远。。
不要离开我。。
对不起，如果我做错什么。
原谅我如果我让你伤心了。
我爱你。

拉拉拉。每天都过无聊的life。。
真得很闷阿。。救命！！！
我爱她。不在忘记找我了。
可是我每天都在等你。。
要知道哦。。
等你。。♥
米修 米修。。听到吗？